Desperately wanna go to Concerts ;)

Hello viewers or should I say stalkers. Welcome to my blogg as usuall. I'm terribly sorry for not blogging that much, that because I'm just freaking lazy and tired. But, I spent my most time at Tumblr and Facebook. I dont know why also lol. Yea I gotta tell you guys, if u guys were seeing this, please just please add my 2nd acc at Facebook. The name is Sharlious Bieber. I create that name XD Anyways, this past few weeks been busy lately, doing homework, go to tution, school and my beauty sleep :D I find Tumblr is really really interesting because it helps me clam me down whenever I'm in a really sad or broken heated mood. Yea, it will actually makes me feel even more better to get over my ex . Its really hard for me to forget him because I loved him so much and I still cant forget him and get over him. But, this feeling just makes me being different. Some of my friends will always ask me " Hey have you change?" then I will be like " Change as in what?" then they'll say in a really moody, sad, emo way.. Well, its actually true, I've been changing alot. Last time, I use to be hyper, care alot of things. Now, I just being emo and dont give any shit of anything.. That just so so sad :( I dont know how I'm gonna live like this :(

Sometimes, I just wish I could be just like her in the picture. Be free, no problems, and start a whole new life. That would be amazing. What happens if there's actually no heart broken feelings in this world? That would be nice. I've always wish that this thing will be in the trash but it just cant because the moment I had with my ex is really precious and meaningful. I just cant take that away from me. I'm so fucking misses him badly :( But, he just dont get it. Hmph.. I'm always having this problem in my mind now. Whenever people trying to cheer me up, still not working to be honest. Even they worked so hard to cheer me up, I'll end up still being moody, that shows how I really feel bout him.

The world is a small world. That's all I can say. Not love problems only I had in mind even the closest friends really hurt you alot. I dont know what to say err.. My Life Sucks Badly? Yeapp! Sucks really bad, had the terrible love life and non-trustable friends. :( It makes me sad when my friends doing these unwanted things to me. they may think that I have no feelings but I actually do have. Keep that in mind. Okay, for instants, what if one of your friends they planned up somthing without you and they plannig to shift to another school if they results are good. How would you actually feel? Hurt right? Planning something without them? And they were going to a same school. why? they are leaving me? :( I just dont get it why they are doing to me like this. I mean, when they are in trouble or in serious pain, I'm always there for them. But me? What bout me? I had feelings too. When I cried, they didnt even came and cheer me up. Only one of my friends came to cheer me up. So, who can I ever trust now? they just dont bother me and just let me flow with tears. All I can say is.. I DONT REALLY HAVE TRUE OR BEST FRIENDS IN MY LIFE. That's it. I say it.

thats all for today BYE

Mixed Feelings...

Today I had a great day ever! Went to Queens and meet up with Ching, Sin yee, Charlie, Delon, Jess, Joshua and Nelson. We bought tickets to watch a movie called The Shock Labyrinth. Its a Japanese movie btw :D Anyways, its in 3D and its not-so-scary then I thought I would be. When something shocking happen, I ended up laughing like nobody business, Sin Yee even join with me :) In the opposite way, Nelson shouted like a lil girl HAHA! Thats just hilarious weii..When the movie is almost ended, a Malay woman was telling her friend "Apa tu?" Then, Nelson answered, "Kaki." Haha xD Damn funny.. And Delon, start to throw popcorn to me ==' Lambpork! :D

After that, we went the roof top of Queens. Its Delon idea. It was freaking sunny hot and we were all sweating :) Then, we went down and finally theres air cond :) then , the guys played the arcade for while. We girls, just wondering around the floor :D After they had played, we went to eat at Kim Gary againn.. The last outing with them is also at Kim Gary. What to do, we just love Hong Kong food :) This time I ordered the Fu Yong Egg with Rice:D Yum! Yum! Its not that bad actually. Besides, I was sharing ma food with Sin Yee :) Yeahh, sharing is caring XD The best part is, we ordered food but no drinks HAHA! Whatta nice lunch we had! Wah Wai put his spagetti with some kind of pepper sauce with makes him feel hot and sweat. We all were like " Dude, ur face is freaking red! Gosh! What Happen!" LOL! Same goes to Delon's meal XD

We spent at there like bout an hour, and its almost to 5.00pm. So, we got nothing to do, so just walk around and round. Then, they decided to take picture at the photo booth. Then, something happen, my mum called up Charlie hp and its time for me to get back homee :( So, the plan was cancelled :L So sorry guys :( So, me, sin yee,ching, wah wai and charlie puii me to wait for me til my mum is here. N'aww whatta sweet friends I had ;) I LOVE YOU GUYS!

Hmph, I just wish I can hold my future bf like that, it will be so sweet :) But, all I could say is maybe you just dont understand my feelings that I had on ya :L Hmph... I just need time to get rid of you from my mind then I'm free for good! anyways, back to my life now :D Then, came back from Queens and I online for while, went to tuition Maths class. I finally understand how to get the angles for Maths!! WooHoo! :D I'm just happy I could find the answers correctly. Then, Shivi's mum fetch me and we went to have dinner at Sungai Tiram. I had Fried Rice :D One of my Fav meal. Then, went and lepak at Shivi's house, as usual, laugh, be crazy and all etc. I Gotta go now! Bye! Will blog more. And this time, I'll blog when its necessary.

P/s : Charlie, hope you be a great dude at KL. Dont give up, keep moving forward. Will always remember this day and plsss.. take care of yourself. Keep in touch!! :)

PP/s : I gotta get a new phone! This bitchy phone is just useless! and I had to give back my phone to my mum! Arghh! Such-ass!

BubBYE!

School life on the first week :)

The first day of school is not that bad but, the worst thing is.. I'm terribly sick! I had flu, sore throat and one more thing that you dont wanna know :)And yea, me and my friends had this duty at the SPBT room for giving students their textbook for the whole day. We have to be there like 2 weeks straight till next monday. Cause, its our duty! So, please dont think we ditch class cause we do have pass for that ;) Anways, we had many many fun there! Theres so much things but, lazy wanna tell :D Sorry. But, its really hard work to take the textbook for students. And, I hate it when they complain that the textbooks are ugly or torn. Just accept what you get you dum ass.. :) Somemore, theres some students still not yet return last years textbook that makes us really really pissed. The best part is that our teacher is really stress of it and we had to calm her down. Haha. Then, we did our duties for prefects it is tiring lerr xx Tbh, the juniors for prefects seems like they do not know anything and we prefects do all the hard work and they just stand there watch the show ==' Is that even fair? Lame. Besides, I cant go for the prefect camp on the 15 Jan cause I have tuition and pleasse PMR for me is important than that camp ;) Haha.

I have to admit, This is really a good picture of us there ;) Let me introduce to ya.. from the left... Prasanna,me Shivaani. Yea, grew up together and now we are still together :D Fyi, me and Prasanna do have the same face ryte? That is what all people say ==' HAHA! This is pic was taken when we had port luck at Shivi home. Yumm, miss her mum's spagetti haha. :)

I'm kinda addicted to Bruno Mars newest song called Marry You :) Listening to it now. Bruno Mars rocks! But, Justin Bieber is awesome! Haha. Bruno sings the song that girls all wanted to hear. He has this thing which can attract girls easily and that is good. even the song Grenade. That song when he said, " Guess I Would Die For You Baby" that really means he really loves you. So to all girls out there, if there is really a guy told you that, maybe just maybe he is the one for ya ;)

This is a pic of me and Shivaani ;) Nice ryte? This is at Queensbay top floor food court. We were gonna watch a movie called The Tourist. Nice movie though. Yea, that time I'm still sick like hell ever since i came back from Kl. weird right? Anways, after watching the movie I saw my bro talking to his friend and I feel like I known him so I went closer. and he came closer I give that misteries look at him finally I knew who was it. It was Kok Hui Lol. He is my senior of spbt club. Man, he is such a joker la HAHA! :) well, I'll end this blog with a random picture bye viewers!

HAHAHAHAHA! Just wish one day can jump like that for joy! :)

Happy New Year :))

Happy New Year everybody!!:) Yesterday was awesome night ever. My family and Shivaani family went to Queens for the New Year countdown. We went there like really early erm.. 5? Anyways it was freaking crowded at there. You can barely look for a car park :L We had to park like really far away from Queens. Yea, went there shopping at Brands Outlet. Man, took us 1 hour to shop at there. We bought like more than 5 shirts there. Woohoo! then, my cousin came de. so went to eat our dinner at the food court there. Then, we bought movie tickets for today to watch the The Tourist. HAHA! thats like later night ;) Hee xD At the New Year countdown is so fun when musics come. The DJ there is so cool. Haih.. 2011 already, I'm freaking scared :L Hmph, hope that 2011 will not be like 2010 :L ahih wish me luck

BYEBYE!!